Well, the time has come and Shawn has arrived at boot camp. I still can't believe that it all happened so fast. Time flew by from the time he called and told me he was interested to this point. I think that today may have been one of the hardest days of my life. I have always thought of myself as a strong person and I have been through a lot in my life, but for some reason this hit harder than I could have imagined. I am sure me being in Midland alone didn't help, nor the fact that our communication with eachother was one of the main things holding us together and it's gone now. I always felt ok here alone because I knew that all I had to do was pick up the phone and either text or call him and it's a little weird knowing that I can't do that anymore for the next 8 weeks or so.
I am sure that time will creep by at first, but I am trying to keep busy and school won't let me be down for too long. I also have my wonderful family, friends and extended family that I know I can call and just chat with if I need to. Shawn and I are truly blessed to have such a supporting and loving family.
Well, I do have a big nephrology test in the morning and have a letter to write to my husband... so enough for tonight.
God Bless
-Proud Coastie Wife
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